Blessing in disguise?

So the charity event my bro and dad had been planning took place today. I am still very disappointed in them! They are very greedy and selfish people and after this round, I would rather not associate any business dealings with them anymore. If my company needs to hire my dad for magic shows than it will strictly be business....no more partnerships and such ever again!

The last few days I've been very angry with both my father and brother…I guess more the feeling of disappointment in them than anything else.

The event they were doing at their venue which they had planned to give all proceeds to charity...Well, they had some items lined up but it’s stuff they know and do. My brother approached me to have my good friend perform and I did. Honestly, I don’t think she would have agreed if they asked and only doing it because I had asked and because it was for charity.

They wanted a few more acts and since I just started my events business and because of my contacts, I managed to get them some big names. All I asked was for them to make a little mention of my company name in any press release they got….because that would help since my company is new and I could use some publicity for it.

To make everything short and sweet, they received the publicity for this event and told me, “oh sorry we couldn’t make a mention of your company…” …

What rubbish!

It’s ok….I believe karma is a bitch…

So since that happened, I haven’t really spoken to them and 2 days ago, they asked me to call everyone I had asked to perform and let them know the event was cancelled. What pricks! If it made them happy,… I did just that. I just hope they realize that this will be the first and last time I help them with anything.

Nevertheless, I am glad things went the way it did because I am also not feeling well today. Must have been all the emotions and such inside of me the last few days….but I went to the doctor.

Again, I say I am glad things went the way it did and I have to say it’s a blessing in disguise because I woke up early this morning and Logan was having a fever. I gave him his meds and went to take a shower…just half way through my mum was yelling, screaming and crying because Logan was convulsing.

I ran out and held him. In all honesty I was afraid and in a panic because usually when this happens, Ed is around and Ed always rushes to make sure Logan is alright. So today I had to stay calm and not panic as everyone else was!! As I held him my heart was breaking into a million pieces…..finally in less than a minute he got out of it and he napped for an hour after that. It’s a common sign as the convulsions takes a lot out of the little one.

He seemed fine in the afternoon, still had a fever so I kept giving his medication regularly and sponging him. I thought everything was alright until this evening..

Logan seemed fine while I was cooking dinner and he was just going to the dining table to get something for Eddie when he fell to the ground convulsing again.

He is better now but we are still keeping a close eye on him. We didn’t take him to the hospital as they will tell us the same thing and send us home. I just pray he grows out of this quick and before the age of 6 as they told us! It’s heart breaking to see my son go through this!

Also today, we decided to postpone on sending him off to Nursery next year… we’ll give it another year and hopefully he outgrows this and in 2012, we will send him off to Kindergarten. I will do my best to help him progress and not miss out with his education..so he won’t have such a hard time when he starts Kindergarten.

Breaks my heart knowing he was looking forward so much to school next year but we got to do what’s best for him..