Friday, January 1, 2016

A Look Back At 2015 And A Peek Into 2016

2015 had been a memorable year. Lots happened. Lots experienced. Lots learned. There were ups and there were downs. New friends made and friends lost. Happy moments and sad moments. But whatever it was, I have hit rock bottom before and survived so there are very few things in life that can scare me or keep me down for too long.

My Precious Babies:

2015 held milestones for my angels.

My daughter Lani completed the most important year of her Primary school life. She finished her Primary 6 and passed her PSLE examinations with perfect results. I could not be happier and proud. The day she attended her graduation party, I secretly shed a few tears of joy. My heart was overwhelmed with happiness. I spent weeks on her grad dress because I wanted her to stand out from the crowd as she always would!

Lani had also started designing and sewing her own cosplay costumes. And she does a damn good job at it!

The other milestone for my daughter was when she went out with her friends without us tagging along. She went ice-skating. I have to say it was also a milestone for me as a mother because I am learning to trust and let go.

My little man Logan has done well too and made me proud. He’s scored perfect results and have been promoted to one of the top 3 classes for Primary 3! I have never ever dreamed that I would one day be a mother… let alone have perfect kids. He is such a good natured and loving young man. Sometimes I worry because I feel he is too good for this world. But the world does need more of him around!

Family:

There have been ups and downs. I won’t deny that. I dare any one of you to tell me you have a perfect family and everything is peachy, I would stick my middle finger out to you and ask you to go F*ck yourself.  There is no such thing. No matter how bad anything gets, we work through it, and learn to live with one another and love one another.

2015 didn’t really start on a good note beginning Chinese New Year but we got through it and things got better. I won’t lie but sometimes it gets tough trying to please everyone. I guess we just have to start by learning to please ourselves first.

In May we worked together and converted the spare room into my daughter’s room. She is going to be a teenager soon and will need her own space and that was exactly what she got.

My children and I were also featured on TV for being a Cosplay family. That was exciting especially for the kids!

Friends:

Oh 2015….. on February 2, I lost a good friend Jamey Griffin. When I first heard the news, I hoped it was another hoax. But this time it wasn’t. I was truly affected by the loss. I cried for days. But I managed to get through the difficult time with the love and support of my family and mutual friends of his. But friends lost and friends made. Through all of this, I made new friends. Friends who shared the same love as I did for Jamey.

I also met friends from Facebook who I have been communicating with for the longest time. New friendships blossomed.

Work:

The year 2015,  I have been at Advancelab for 1.5 years. It’s been a great journey so far and I look forward to many more years growing with the company. I have learned a lot. I have been given opportunities to show what I can do….I have been given the opportunity to learn new things and to grow.

At one point, I was about ready to quit when I was given the responsibility of the export/shipping department. The first ever project I handled was a mess and I fucked up big time. But my bosses were very patient and helped me along the way. Not to mention, my supportive husband had help by encouraging me. Now, I dare say I am almost a pro when it comes to shipping and export.

At the end of 2015, alone, I organized and put together a Client Appreciation Dinner for my company. I even surprised my bosses with a magic show I put together with the help of my dad. Everyone had a good time. Everyone was happy. I was happy because I felt it was a success.

Couple Time:

My hubby and I set a milestone for ourselves in 2015. After 12 years (since our first child was born), we finally took a short little getaway vacation together (alone). We celebrated our 15th Anniversary in Batam. Three days and two nights without the kids. It was tough. We missed the children but we also enjoyed our alone time together. Will we do it again? I am not too sure….

Concerts And Events:

May 2015 held a very special and exciting time for me. I attended the Backstreet Boys concert here in Singapore and got to meet them! I am such a fan girl. Not as big a fan of BSB as I am of NKOTB but these are the two boybands I really enjoy.

I attended a concert with friends in September called “Hits if Yesteryear by Meltones” at the Esplanade. My friend Jimmy was performing and we went to give him some support.

In November, I took my mum and granny for another local concert called “A Date with Friends”. My granny is a fan of Vernon and such so I thought it would be a great treat for her since the day after would be her birthday. It was great because Vernon sang her a birthday song in front of the whole auditorium! It made her birthday all the more special. 

Healthy Living:

Never thought I would ever come to this point but May 2015  I began my journey to healthy living. I aimed to work hard at losing weight and to be the skinny minnie I was before. It wasn’t and isn’t easy but I am trying like hell and so far I have already lost about 10kg in total.

I have had bad days too…. There was a time I pushed myself so hard, I hurt myself and could not exercise for a week or more!

But I am honestly really happy with how far I have come and how I am not able to fit in to the clothes I could not fit in before.

What started all of this was when my lady boss asked if the girls at the office wanted to join her for Zumba at the swimming club.

I was always shy to join classes like this and the first Zumba lesson I was pretty much awkward but after that, I enjoyed it so much!

This And That:

What else happened this past 2015?

In March our founding father LKY passed away and it was a time when the whole nation wept together. It was a time it really opened up my eyes as to what he had done for this tiny little dot we all call home. It might have been too late but I tried to do my part and volunteered to help out at the memorial they had for Mr LKY at Bedok.

We also had the elections in 2015 which was a special one seeing that it was the first time my husband, as a new Singapore Citizen could vote!

And right after the elections, I was given the chance to meet Dr Maliki!! That was the biggest moment for me! YAY!

So that was that for 2015.

What have I got planned for 2016? I don’t really have anything planned to be honest. I will take whatever life throws at me.

I simply want to continue living my healthy lifestyle and losing more weight. To get my foot corrected so I can exercise and get on with my daily life without pain. I want to continue working hard to help my company grow. I want to continue working hard to give my family all they deserve. I just want to be a good person with good friends all around me all the time.

I am ready to face new challenges and I hope 2016 will be a better year for my family, friends and myself!

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