Dear EX

 Dear Ex,

If someone asks you why I left you then tell them....

She was the most fun-loving and generous girl when I met her. She was not only pretty with her smile but also with the way she treats others. I did everything to make her mind in my own manipulative way. One day she finally told me she trusted me and that's where it all started.

She loved me and told about her dreams. She started seeing a future with me. She believed in me. She was always there for me. There were times when my anger and lies made her cry but still she forgave me every time. 

She have her efforts, time and all the love she had in her heart. She was so confident about our relationship. My fear of losing her was gone. I started taking things casually. I changed. 

She wanted to taste the different flavours of life with me. She attached her dreams and soul with me. Nobody loved me this much and I became "let it be" person. I stopped putting any efforts and I started giving her time according to my moods. She was always there for me. She told me that it's hurting her and she can't see me changing. I never took her pain seriously. 

With my changing bahaviour she became silent, cold and stopped expecting. She was not happy and I ignored. I took her for granted. I never worked on the things between us. I became selfish.

We started fighting and I became frustrated never admitting it was my fault. The truth is, she wasn't the only one and I did not really know if I did love her. I talked with other women and made them the same promises I did with her. I left that soul for whom I worked hard at trying to win her. I gave her lame excuses because I can't sound like a bad guy. I didn't give her the closure. She cried and her soul died. 

I was so selfish that I didn't see the murder I did. 

After a while, karma came into my life. She did exactly the same with me then I realised that I was so happy and calm before just because of her love. I lost the love that I will never get in my life. I know her worth. She moved on and she is shining more than before. Even crossing oceans for her sounds like impossible to win her again.